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The Girl Without a Watch
By Mikah
No one knew exactly
where Anna had come from. Fewer still knew how to ask Anna
questions without being ignored.
Every day, Anna would appear in
the classroom. We all had different theories explaining how she
got there, yet we all agreed that she appeared quite suddenly.
Anna appeared early on some days; she appeared late on others.
Once in awhile, she appeared exactly on time.
I once asked Anna why she was
never in class at any specific time.
“Because then I would need a
watch,” she had replied. The others had received similar answers.
However, she handled questions that required precise answers with
brisk little shrugs and apologetic little smiles.
“Which street do you live
on?”
“Why don’t you like
watches?”
“How come you don’t have a
backpack?”
Shrug, smile, shrug.
Anna wasn’t a ghost, which
had been our first theory; she occasionally appeared in town doing
normal things. She bought candy, she climbed trees, she read
books. Yet she still appeared instead of coming. It seemed that
whenever we wondered where Anna had gone, there she was.
Anna even spoke sometimes,
mostly on Wednesdays. We couldn’t help but pay attention; anything
as rare as an entire sentence from Anna was noteworthy. On such an
occasion, we would all shush each other and encourage Anna to
repeat what she had said.
“I miss how things were,” she
declared softly on one such Wednesday.
”What was it like, then?” Even
brave Danny Westler, self-proclaimed soccer champion of our little
world, spoke in a soft and timid voice when questioning our live
ghost.
“It was…” we held our breaths for
this eternal pause, “more dignified. People knew what they were
doing then. They did things with pride. I miss that.”
Anna signaled that she was
finished by tucking a lock of pale hair back behind one ear shyly.
Her eyes moved quickly back towards the wall, and if anything
happened to come between her and that wall, she didn’t deign to
notice. Even with her gaze directed so far away, it was hard to
miss the striking yellow-green of her catlike eyes.
Anna’s Then Theory was discussed
endlessly for days. How long ago was this? Was it when we were
still too small to know the meaning of the words pride and
dignity? Perhaps it was in an age when these words were spoken in
a language long forgotten…
“How can it be so long ago?”
Danny Westler scoffed. “She’s only been around for twelve years or
so, if she’s as old as she looks.”
Those who believed Danny’s words
to be proclamations brought forth from the heavens fell
respectfully silent. I, however, had to know, as I always did.
“How can we be sure she’s that
young? She doesn’t seem like a—” I struggled for just the right
words, “—a young adult. She’s…timeless.”
“Timeless…” a few of the
thoughtful ones repeated the word, letting its implications wander
towards various conclusions in their various minds.
“Timeless?” some of the slower
ones mimicked, curious about this word that belonged in yawningly
long critics’ reviews and refined British vocabularies.
“Timeless,” I affirmed
tentatively. “She would fit into any setting, any time, in her
quiet way. She could appear in medieval times, knitting with her
ladies-in-waiting quite comfortably in the corner. She could, in
modern day Tibet, herd her flock of sheep through the distant,
towering mountains most patiently. She could even,” I imagined my
eyes twinkling at this point, “sit looking out the window of a
ship destined for Jupiter in the distant future, gazing somewhat
vaguely at the passing stars.” I realized that these abstract
ideas only held meaning here and now for those who don’t dream the
way I do.
The room was quiet, though a few
words of disbelief and a few exclamations of barely contained
excitement kept the silence from swallowing us whole.
“Timeless, because she never
wears a watch!” Danny hated to be outspoken, but this crude humor
was a poor attempt at saving face.
It was, however, our best watch
explanation yet.
“Where is Anna, anyway? She
hasn’t appeared near us all weekend,” a lesser member of our ranks
complained.
“Yeah, where—“
The reply was cut off abruptly,
the newest speaker staring in the direction of the baseball field.
There was Anna, tossing a ball
into the air and catching it with a continuous rhythm.
We nearly tripped over each other
in the mad dash towards her sphere of being.
“Anna, where—I mean, when
do you come from?” (We never did remember who exactly posed this
question, but we all agreed that it was quite clever.)
Anna’s gaze went from transparent
to opaque so that she was actually looking straight at us with
that amused feline gaze, me in particular. She did not shrug. She
allowed herself a wide, genuine smile.
No one spoke; we were all
thinking, That was it, the right question was finally asked,
Anna’s not from here, Anna’s not from now…
What, oh, what could be the next
question?
Shy Cassy, defined in that
moment, stepped forward.
“Would you have to live in our
time, now, to wear a watch?”
Anna’s smile was almost human by
now. We all nodded approval to Cassy.
Of course, three questions are
needed to verify anything as unquestionable truth.
As one entity, they turned and
looked at me, waiting. Destiny prodded me forward.
I found myself asking, “Why now?”
Anna’s smile went out like a
doused flame. She looked left, then right, then left again before
her line of vision was once again centered more or less on her
peers. It might have been a reflexive tic, but I’d swear that Anna
winked.
“I was…sent.”
“Who? Who sent you?” We shouted
and pleaded until we were all hoarse, but Anna, responding to some
imperceptible beckoning, dropped her baseball and wandered away.
“A mission,” Danny suggested.
“She’s a secret agent on a mission.”
“Nuh-uh!” Cassy piped up.
“She’s an angel sent by God.”
As always, the speculations were
numerous and varied. We would certainly have been bored out our
minds if Anna had answered our careless fourth question.
Anna surprised and
amazed us further one day by going so far as to show emotion;
genuine, heartfelt emotion. It all started with the dog.
“Hey, puppy, c’mere,
good boy…” Danny ran over to the little droop-eared hound
energetically. It backed off a few steps, obviously frightened.
Those of us who knew better walked up slowly, unthreateningly,
using terms of endearment and snacks fished from pockets to gain
the dog’s temporary trust. He was alone and tagless.
Anna (not everyone
remembered having seen her with us before now) started urgently
towards the puppy. She held out a hand, which was licked
cautiously. Her eyes grew as sad and wide as those of the hound.
“Where’s your
mother?” she asked him. Her eyes grew a little sadder when the dog
curled up at her feet in response.
“Lost…I see,” Anna
sighed. “I see.”
Anna gave the little
dog a comforting pat and sad down beside him. We all looked at one
another.
“It’s late,” I said,
“we should all get going.” Anna didn’t so much as blink.
We walked off slowly,
leaving Anna behind, whispering to her new friend confidentially.
The next morning, we
waited in our dreary classroom of facts and numbers. Anna was not
there yet. Never before had we actually anticipated her arrival,
but today we would discover just how Anna appeared.
The minutes ticked by. The
teacher looked up from her book and down the rim of her glasses at
us, finally noticing that we were paying less attention to her
historical recitations than usual.
“What has you little bees buzzing
with chatter, hmm?” The teacher’s voice had a deceptively mild
tone, one that could turn to ice in an instant.
Cassy offered, “Anna’s not here.
I guess…I guess waiting for her makes it harder for her to
appear.”
The rest of us nodded agreement,
proud of Cassy’s concise explanation. The teacher, for some arcane
reason, did not see the crystal-clear logic.
“We…she’s never been quite this
late before,” the teacher admitted, “but that’s no excuse for
chattering away while you’re supposed to be paying attention. My
goodness, you children never seem to want to learn anything.”
As if on cue, there was a polite
knock on the classroom door. The head and shoulders of a cheery
middle-aged woman popped in.
“Sorry to interrupt,” said the
newcomer. She strode forward into the glow of one particularly
strong overhead light. Not a few of us noticed her green eyes that
gave her the same timeless look that Anna possessed.
“Hello!” the timeless woman
chirped. “I came to tell you all that Anna won’t be coming to
school anymore. I’m her mother, Ayla Benson. We’ll be moving soon,
and we’re going to finish packing up today.”
“Moving?!” Danny cried out, ever
the tactful one.
“We’ll miss her,” I said softly
after the inevitable few moments of dismayed silence. Anna’s
traceable lineage and earthly home had shocked us all.
The woman smiled a sad little
smile that reminded us even more strongly of Anna.
“It’s good to know that someone
like Anna could make this many good friends,” she said, her voice
both grateful and mournful.
“She’s quiet and kinda strange,
sure, but we still like ‘er!” Cassy assured her.
“Well, her
father and I still worry, especially considering her condition.”
She paused. “Children…have you ever heard of autism?”
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